Withdrawal

I hate to admit it,
But I can't overcome this shit.
You're manipulative.
You're demanding.
Ugh, and never understanding.
You're beyond high maintenance.
You're self absorbed.
You're cunning.
You're smart.
I often wonder where's your heart?
But underneath all this,
There's something people miss.
You're terribly scarred
And insecure
And always unsure
And afraid
And nonchalant about living
I'm sure you're fed up with giving,
But I'm here,
Not there,
Not anywhere.
I'm here,
Because you want me to be.
And soon, you'll be done with me.
But I love you just the same
As if we weren't playing some game.